[a sketch of a gardenia slowly appears in the journal, red inked. Those that know, know that it means joy.

Absently, tiny numbers appear as well, randomly ordered and going in a line before stopping at the end of the page.]

*Red inked entry. There is what looks like starts of sentences crossed out, and the names Bridge and Locket are legible.

Flowers are next being drawn slowly: a violet, lily, rose, snapdragon, tuberose, five leafed clover, and hydrangea, done over half an hour.*